Monday, March 11, 2013

making yourself nervous.

Do you ever get nervous with your dreams? Like when setting a goal that is a bit out of reach, how it might actually prove that you couldn't do it after-all. Just reaffirming those worries, and proving once and for all that you were a failure. God, this wasn't supposed to be one of those "I'm afraid to fail" things, but it seems to be turning into one those, doesn't it. I want Nevada to bring back their NCAA ski team, and I want to coach it. I think about it, and I start brain storming how I'd recruit and how I'd be at running practices. Would the athletes respect me as a coach? Would I have what it takes? I think it'd be a reach, but a part of me thinks I could really do it.

I also get a bit overwhelmed by the thought of starting. How do I go about contacting the booster's organization to get involved? Do they even exist anymore? That's a start. Where's the alumni association for the ski team boosters. We should have a newsletter that people subscribe to which keeps them up to date on the happenings at the club. I could write it.


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